Lies is one of the biggest mistake in my entire life. What's more if it's using a lie to cover another lie? Instead of just do the right thing and tell the actual stuff, LIES gonna make my life change, and it's not just ordinary changes but something which cost me to lose someone so precious towards me.

When you are all around me, I didn't really take much concern about it cause i owns it already, but whenever it is gone, it's a real horror and big impact towards me, i feel so damn miserable all day long and my heartbeat keep pouncing so hard that i don't know what can I do about it.

If i could just turn back time, i would definitely do the correct stuff and prevent it from disappointing you.

At this moment of time, I'm being like a stranger already and the day is like even harder and longer to get to move forward. This is because most of the time I'm spending my time sms and calling you. I just don't know how.

For now, I just hope to contact you as normal and stand by you all the time when you need encouragement and support. I just want to tell you that, I'm always be for you whenever you needed me. I'm really finding it hard to climb back up from the fall.

The final thing is that, now that i know trust doesn't exist in you already and I'm unacceptable to you no more. Personality is born inside a person and it's hard for a person to change it.

At this moment, as a friend of yours, I promise to really work hard and get back into the straight path. This will go no wrong as what I do is to focus mainly on my studies and i will get mature over time. I put my word on you, the next time i sees you, I'm a whole new person and I'm turning a new leaf day by day by reminding myself each day i have to be better and you are by biggest inspiration and strength.

I admit my heart is broken, so do you, but if I'm to give up like that, I CANNOT do it. My heart towards you and this relationship is never fake. More so, deep love within a person won't just fade like that, each day, I put your advice as my determination to change and I WILL DO IT! I WILL!

I've lost weight and my stomach isn't feeling well these days. I did do as i promise and took care of myself, even i do not have appetite, i still force myself to get some food to make sure I did eat. Lastly, I'm sorry, i have no rights to say anything other than that..

I Love You.

I can't really differentiate what is right or wrong in your eyes. I can just hope for the vision of you towards the brand new change of me to be positive. In less than 1month time will be such a memorable day to be remember. I wish I'm the right person and thats all i wanna be...

It's 2 MONTHS! I LIKE THAT!

Don't Want an Ending, Can't stop the clock.

Tik Tok, Don't stop the POP!

Close Your Eyes, give me your hand, Darling. NO WAY MAN! In just a blink of an eye, and it's year 2011 ?! 1 more year till the end of the world?! And I'm turning 20 this year? Sound so old! Please Stop the clock!! It just go on and on and on.... yea. *Do you feel the music in this phrase? LOL!*

Time flies man! To all my dearest buddy, friends, and Not-So-Close friends, Happy New Year, good luck in all of your studies and get the BOOOOM out of it! To my family, Stay healthy and happy :)

To my dear, Good luck in your Spm, and love you always!

TO ME?! nah not gonna tell my New year Resolution here :p

Last year was not really a grenade explode for me but it was Okay, hmmm not bad? I would say

Let's have some recap through out the year! Whaddup! *Mr. Yap teaches me this*

Jan 2010

Ice Skating @ Sunway Pyramid

o0o! Hot & Spicy sausage :)

Feb

Poker session during CNY

April

End of semester picture taking session.

Vrrooom Vrroom.. Still remember this guys?

I'm actually studying for exams! You like that?!

PD trip during semester break. Love this pic :)

May

Hiking at Broga Hill. With the sexy pervert face :p

3days 2nights @ Genting Highland. Uhhhhhhh!.....Ooops i did it again :)

June

Me with my new haircut ! Cute? @1u parking lot.

The king and queen for June! Don't they look adorable with the RED INDIAN marks on their face?

Kiss me babeh !!! Paul the octopus is my friend. I'm? OctoPUSSY :)

July

Seng Keat's birthday.

S&R photo shooting session A. K. A. Barbecue party. Anyways, S&R stands for Shag & Run.

August

It's the owner of the blog's birthday :) BEHOLD !

September

Yee Ling's farewell party. She actually invited us weih :)

This is Hari Raya or what? Couldn't really remember. Yea, it's in Sheera the Biiiiii@tch's house :D

October

It's in Look-Out Point @ Ampang. The fellar on the right is actually enjoying it, it's hard to express the pleasure, I know, I feel you :)

The Fat Jin's birthday with S&R gang!

*Jin please don't be mad at me*

King of the jungle in Bukit Tabur! Didn't manage to see the sunrise, too misty :(

Club with the Miss Kbu in MIST CLUB BANGSAR! Wells the nominator were just....emm... Okay larh.. :) anyways, girls on the left is Kai Li and on the right is Suzanne, they are not the Miss Kbu okay!

Our tutorial teacher, CK Chiau spare us lunch in pizza hut. It's like, what? 20+ ppl? Imagine the TOILET PAPER he spends!

My first concert ever! and it was in the Rock area, which is the most front! Awesome concert by PARAMORE!

November

Jia Hui's birthday.

Trip to Malacca with the SHAGGERS !

Oops who is this cute girl? i mean, Who let the dogs out?! LOL!!

December

Christmas Eve dinner @ Fullhouse. Creepy thou..

Just wanna show off my leg hair kay! Skip this if you want to, But it's STUNNING!

Trip to Genting, hmmm i should say River View Resort with Wen Kai and his friends...

Credits to his parents for providing the apartment :)

I was suppose to concentrate on my study and I smell the accents of blogging. I've been ditching my blog for ages and here is some paybacks :) There is one more thing in mind which i wanted to express it before ending this post..I've found my love one. She actually waited for me for like hmmm few years? Oh wait! There is still countdown for 2010 !! and guess who i spend it with?

Officially in a relationship on 16th of november 2010.

And her name is Jacy Xinn.

I did not capture much picture the countdown, but there is a video of fireworks to share..

Make sure you guys do sing along when you're watching this video :)

Boom Boom Boom, EVEN BRIGHTER THAN THE MOON MOON MOON...LOL!!!

And lastly, it's my first gift to her :) RANDOM? try looking and my pic in facebook :)

I promised to put this up in my blog but I've been busy.. * yea right*

Thx a lot and I love you much.

Carved by..

...MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!

Chloe

I wanted to update about this but I'm kinda busy lately, sorry peeps !

It was 1 day before the Management Accounting Fundamentals Coursework test and I went for a movie in wangsa walk. There were this movie, Chloe, I never ever thought it would be a lesbian movie, but the story line was not bad:)

My college mates were like, Huichuin you get so damn high already. There were some scene where the woman doing *Black Jack for the guys, and they goes, Uh huh..LOL!!!

The whole cinema was empty and it was like this movie only reserves for VVIP only! Yeap :)

Killing time by walking around wangsa walk mall is lifeless, there's so damn little shops around!

1 thing surprise me, there was a YAMAHA shop there selling music instrument, I'm surely buying a grand piano after i got a job man! It's a beauty and it's gonna be my BABY, BABy, BABY OHHHHH! LOL

It's from me to you:)

Sometimes I didn't want to do or show something, it is not because I'm directly rejecting or i refuse to do so, it's just ain't the right time...

Had a clueless week, I found that listening to Linkin park song is quite comforting and releasing, especially Numb, Somewhere I belong and Faint..

Love the way you lie's official video was Awesome possum threesome weih! Megan Fox was in themusic video :)

BLAST!

As usual, had a football match on saturday morning at 9am, but this time is a friendly match in grace field against Leo's team. Yeah it was friendly until i nearly broke my spine and become paralyze! It's like 1 small tap, and the ball is confirm in but it was a bad day for me, defender came from the left, body contacted me, my body was not in position but I'm still stable, and when the keeper charge towards me, OUCH! i felt and the whole knee whacking on my SPINE, and my wrist was seriously sprain. I keep swearing while I'm on the ground and it goes Double OUCH!

And guess who i saw in the field? There was some Djians challenges our team, 1 of them, is my bro's old pal, CRAIG. He is like keep trying to distract me, Gosh! Out of sudden was like, hey Huichuin wanna dota? EH you damn pro, where you train? Annoying? no doubt ! haha :)

Scoreline for today:

S&R 3-4 RED team (Leo)

S&R 5/6-1 Djians *couldn't remember, too many goals ! :)

I scored two and nearly equalise for the 1st game, got to brush up my skill.

Second blast of the day, this was the epic and SUPER random plan. It goes like this:

Dial on Yi Chyuan phone number, :"I'm just outside of your house now"

Pass Yi Chyuan the pendrive i helped him to buy in the PC fair,

and he was like :" Huichuin, wanna go Genting? Meng Yoei and gang plans to go so..

Oh okay! Here we go! VRoom Vroom..

All together of us, went up to Genting for a CUP OF COFFEE, and just chill around, it's quite fun though! Arrive in Coffee Bean about 9 plus, and the insane Shaggers in our team bought cold ice blended coffee and just chill out outside Coffee Bean. It's freaking cold, and some of them are so extremely gone wild that they wanna take of their shirt and run around GENTING!

Was hoping the Good guys go bad part to end so badly, and it finally comes to an end!

Driving all the way down was a bit boring but seriously, life without music sucks to the MAX!

And there were 3 screamo and the captain of our team SCREAMING instead of singing all of the LINKIN PARK, Meteora album's songs. If you are not familiar with what SCREAMO is, feel free to contact my friend YI CHYUAN, MING YANG and XIAO MING! 10 minutes and you will get MIGRAIN!

S&R!

Oh yea, i bought a headphone from PC fair,

TEEHEE!

Why

It's approximately one week since she left all the BITCHES *no offense yea* in the class. I just so used to call her bitch that sometime i just can't get her name right. It's a joking way yea :)

And what's more is she calls me MANWHORE.. WTF?

She kinda like fed up of college life and wanna abandon us. *Yea right!!!*

She just don't feel like studying accounting anymore lar, it's a FML course, no doubt!

And now that she is not in my class, it's like I can't find another BITCH to replace her, we use to like backstab people around? yeah! That's the fun part !

She will be continuing her study on commerce or international biz in Segi *maybe. How about your Lady GAGA-like fashion sense? *peace

Here she is :)

Shra

Farewell BITCH!!

Good luck in everything, make sure to join us on holiday :)

Since black is been forever..

People tend to get stuck with the history and remain the same until now, future and so on,

They hardly, rarely or even impossible to accept changes. This seriously made me recall about the traditional point of view.. Gosh! The issue here is when changes occur to make things better but too bad larh...

Upon that,

Positive intention of changing do results awkward and negative thoughts. Life is just like that huh? Circulating around top to bottom, left to right.. Not gonna further talk about this.. Booooo!

Where'd you go,

I miss you so,

Seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone,

Where'd you go?

I miss you so,

seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone,

Please come back home...

It made my day :)

It starts and ends with a simple kiss

Turning over a new leaf :)

I want a 360 degree change in life, er...more towards a systematic life.

Had been filing up my notes and clearing my stuff, and what's more? work harder and smarter for the upcoming test and finals. CHEENA tak boleh? MALAYSIAN boleh :)

Persistent and determination, which door to choose? I'm saying just grab both keys and unlock it man!

Love Relationship is so F#@ked up sometime, it gets to annoy you yeah? anyone agree with me Put you hands up!

When i get older, i will be stronger,

They'll call me freedom, just like I'm wavin flag! *random much

But nevertheless there is some sweet scents in it, it give's you comfort, motivation? *maybe

and more so it brings you a feeling of releasing stress *other than masturbating, or i should say it just brings sweet memories and lighten up the surrounding :)

Oi i wanna finish up my INDUSTRY ANALYSIS ar!! but I'm sleepy, ciowz!

Adios :)

F**king feelings!

My drinking mood is back, craving for liquor badly!

Get drunk and everything gonna be so so so so so skyhigh! FCUK it!