Lies is one of the biggest mistake in my entire life. What's more if it's using a lie to cover another lie? Instead of just do the right thing and tell the actual stuff, LIES gonna make my life change, and it's not just ordinary changes but something which cost me to lose someone so precious towards me.

When you are all around me, I didn't really take much concern about it cause i owns it already, but whenever it is gone, it's a real horror and big impact towards me, i feel so damn miserable all day long and my heartbeat keep pouncing so hard that i don't know what can I do about it.

If i could just turn back time, i would definitely do the correct stuff and prevent it from disappointing you.

At this moment of time, I'm being like a stranger already and the day is like even harder and longer to get to move forward. This is because most of the time I'm spending my time sms and calling you. I just don't know how.

For now, I just hope to contact you as normal and stand by you all the time when you need encouragement and support. I just want to tell you that, I'm always be for you whenever you needed me. I'm really finding it hard to climb back up from the fall.

The final thing is that, now that i know trust doesn't exist in you already and I'm unacceptable to you no more. Personality is born inside a person and it's hard for a person to change it.

At this moment, as a friend of yours, I promise to really work hard and get back into the straight path. This will go no wrong as what I do is to focus mainly on my studies and i will get mature over time. I put my word on you, the next time i sees you, I'm a whole new person and I'm turning a new leaf day by day by reminding myself each day i have to be better and you are by biggest inspiration and strength.

I admit my heart is broken, so do you, but if I'm to give up like that, I CANNOT do it. My heart towards you and this relationship is never fake. More so, deep love within a person won't just fade like that, each day, I put your advice as my determination to change and I WILL DO IT! I WILL!

I've lost weight and my stomach isn't feeling well these days. I did do as i promise and took care of myself, even i do not have appetite, i still force myself to get some food to make sure I did eat. Lastly, I'm sorry, i have no rights to say anything other than that..

I Love You.

I can't really differentiate what is right or wrong in your eyes. I can just hope for the vision of you towards the brand new change of me to be positive. In less than 1month time will be such a memorable day to be remember. I wish I'm the right person and thats all i wanna be...

It's 2 MONTHS! I LIKE THAT!

Don't Want an Ending, Can't stop the clock.

Tik Tok, Don't stop the POP!

Close Your Eyes, give me your hand, Darling. NO WAY MAN! In just a blink of an eye, and it's year 2011 ?! 1 more year till the end of the world?! And I'm turning 20 this year? Sound so old! Please Stop the clock!! It just go on and on and on.... yea. *Do you feel the music in this phrase? LOL!*

Time flies man! To all my dearest buddy, friends, and Not-So-Close friends, Happy New Year, good luck in all of your studies and get the BOOOOM out of it! To my family, Stay healthy and happy :)

To my dear, Good luck in your Spm, and love you always!

TO ME?! nah not gonna tell my New year Resolution here :p

Last year was not really a grenade explode for me but it was Okay, hmmm not bad? I would say

Let's have some recap through out the year! Whaddup! *Mr. Yap teaches me this*

Jan 2010

Ice Skating @ Sunway Pyramid

o0o! Hot & Spicy sausage :)

Feb

Poker session during CNY

April

End of semester picture taking session.

Vrrooom Vrroom.. Still remember this guys?

I'm actually studying for exams! You like that?!

PD trip during semester break. Love this pic :)

May

Hiking at Broga Hill. With the sexy pervert face :p

3days 2nights @ Genting Highland. Uhhhhhhh!.....Ooops i did it again :)

June

Me with my new haircut ! Cute? @1u parking lot.

The king and queen for June! Don't they look adorable with the RED INDIAN marks on their face?

Kiss me babeh !!! Paul the octopus is my friend. I'm? OctoPUSSY :)

July

Seng Keat's birthday.

S&R photo shooting session A. K. A. Barbecue party. Anyways, S&R stands for Shag & Run.

August

It's the owner of the blog's birthday :) BEHOLD !

September

Yee Ling's farewell party. She actually invited us weih :)

This is Hari Raya or what? Couldn't really remember. Yea, it's in Sheera the Biiiiii@tch's house :D

October

It's in Look-Out Point @ Ampang. The fellar on the right is actually enjoying it, it's hard to express the pleasure, I know, I feel you :)

The Fat Jin's birthday with S&R gang!

*Jin please don't be mad at me*

King of the jungle in Bukit Tabur! Didn't manage to see the sunrise, too misty :(

Club with the Miss Kbu in MIST CLUB BANGSAR! Wells the nominator were just....emm... Okay larh.. :) anyways, girls on the left is Kai Li and on the right is Suzanne, they are not the Miss Kbu okay!

Our tutorial teacher, CK Chiau spare us lunch in pizza hut. It's like, what? 20+ ppl? Imagine the TOILET PAPER he spends!

My first concert ever! and it was in the Rock area, which is the most front! Awesome concert by PARAMORE!

November

Jia Hui's birthday.

Trip to Malacca with the SHAGGERS !

Oops who is this cute girl? i mean, Who let the dogs out?! LOL!!

December

Christmas Eve dinner @ Fullhouse. Creepy thou..

Just wanna show off my leg hair kay! Skip this if you want to, But it's STUNNING!

Trip to Genting, hmmm i should say River View Resort with Wen Kai and his friends...

Credits to his parents for providing the apartment :)

I was suppose to concentrate on my study and I smell the accents of blogging. I've been ditching my blog for ages and here is some paybacks :) There is one more thing in mind which i wanted to express it before ending this post..I've found my love one. She actually waited for me for like hmmm few years? Oh wait! There is still countdown for 2010 !! and guess who i spend it with?

Officially in a relationship on 16th of november 2010.

And her name is Jacy Xinn.

I did not capture much picture the countdown, but there is a video of fireworks to share..

Make sure you guys do sing along when you're watching this video :)

Boom Boom Boom, EVEN BRIGHTER THAN THE MOON MOON MOON...LOL!!!

And lastly, it's my first gift to her :) RANDOM? try looking and my pic in facebook :)

I promised to put this up in my blog but I've been busy.. * yea right*

Thx a lot and I love you much.

Carved by..

...MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!