AGAIN

same thing happen again... eh at tis moment of time shoudnt i be sleeping....
again again and again.. cant sleep and guess wat????? my fever continued 4 around 2 weeks
longest streak of fever ever...got stronger effect of antibiotik from doctor but still couldnt see any effect...hey could it be the famous VIRUS nowadays tat ppl are talking bout it??
H1N1 wow.......sounds POWDERFULL!!!~~~oops got tat lame disease of last time again.. TeeHee
cant sleep again.....DOTs..

Fear

minutes till midnight, fear struck deep inside me...
cant get hold on to anythin, no one to share his or her shoulder...
fear of disappearing and leaving.. fear of being all by myself when there is problems hiding behind me tat can be spit out...
cant get into sleep, not having appetite, having nightmare...
dripping of tears till the cheek, sadness filled inside me..
fear of waiting, fear of getting bored, fear of getting irritated
Y Y Y!!!????

ENd...

heart with no wound bleeds without stopping, every pump of hearbeat is clearly heard...
fear of being alone, scared of darkness, cant reach out to any1...
all the hard works end here...
frens thx 4 all the thing u bring to me,
dad and mom thx 4 bringing me up,
bro thx 4 accompanying me all the time,
DEAR thx 4 the way u express ur love and give me happy memories,

no more regrets..is the world of me and myself
make sure to be happy and keep urself healthy
sori i cant give u anythin ANYMORE
love u all wholeheartedly and especially U

Coursework Assignment!!?? Presentation!!

ACCOUTING, MICROECONOMICS, HUBUNGAN ETNIK, BUSINESS MATHEMATICS & STATISTICS!!! all coursework assignment are on the 6th week...wooooo~~ (spooky)
and microeconomics require us to do a presentation 4 the tutorial EVERY LESSON!!!
nvr did tat in secondary huh..ya ya COLLEGE life right...
Hmmmmm....last but not the least, i even hav to write 4 journal writing,which is almost like blogging or writing diary(bk to the old days)
ENGLISH tutorial teacher (forgotten the name) teach us to make our journal writing interesting and STYLISH(wat a bad discription). he even tought us to start an opening 4 the "journal writing"
hmmmm... try out on the title "AM I READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP NOW"
here comes

Asking myself am i ready for a relationship is like asking an IDIOT for and answer..being involve in a relationship brings UPS and DOWNS, HAPPINESS and SADNESS.....aren't they the same??
tats the reason y i am confuse in this.... LOL

teacher said bloggers description are different..nah i dun tink so^^

OBSTACLES

Being wif a person is all about TRUSTING and putting CONFIDENT in them..
In order to START and END a relationship, both hav to sacrifice and having tis magical thing(trust)
in each other..Life is not ez, OBSTACLES and different kind of HARDNESS appears to block the path which we chose to take.. therefore
CONFIDENT must exist in each other to break through these UPS and DOWNS..
LOVE ur ones..TAKE CARE of them and make sure they r HAPPY all times

hmmmm...ok... dunno y i POST tis ^^