Fear

minutes till midnight, fear struck deep inside me...
cant get hold on to anythin, no one to share his or her shoulder...
fear of disappearing and leaving.. fear of being all by myself when there is problems hiding behind me tat can be spit out...
cant get into sleep, not having appetite, having nightmare...
dripping of tears till the cheek, sadness filled inside me..
fear of waiting, fear of getting bored, fear of getting irritated
Y Y Y!!!????