Lies is one of the biggest mistake in my entire life. What's more if it's using a lie to cover another lie? Instead of just do the right thing and tell the actual stuff, LIES gonna make my life change, and it's not just ordinary changes but something which cost me to lose someone so precious towards me.

When you are all around me, I didn't really take much concern about it cause i owns it already, but whenever it is gone, it's a real horror and big impact towards me, i feel so damn miserable all day long and my heartbeat keep pouncing so hard that i don't know what can I do about it.

If i could just turn back time, i would definitely do the correct stuff and prevent it from disappointing you.

At this moment of time, I'm being like a stranger already and the day is like even harder and longer to get to move forward. This is because most of the time I'm spending my time sms and calling you. I just don't know how.

For now, I just hope to contact you as normal and stand by you all the time when you need encouragement and support. I just want to tell you that, I'm always be for you whenever you needed me. I'm really finding it hard to climb back up from the fall.

The final thing is that, now that i know trust doesn't exist in you already and I'm unacceptable to you no more. Personality is born inside a person and it's hard for a person to change it.

At this moment, as a friend of yours, I promise to really work hard and get back into the straight path. This will go no wrong as what I do is to focus mainly on my studies and i will get mature over time. I put my word on you, the next time i sees you, I'm a whole new person and I'm turning a new leaf day by day by reminding myself each day i have to be better and you are by biggest inspiration and strength.

I admit my heart is broken, so do you, but if I'm to give up like that, I CANNOT do it. My heart towards you and this relationship is never fake. More so, deep love within a person won't just fade like that, each day, I put your advice as my determination to change and I WILL DO IT! I WILL!

I've lost weight and my stomach isn't feeling well these days. I did do as i promise and took care of myself, even i do not have appetite, i still force myself to get some food to make sure I did eat. Lastly, I'm sorry, i have no rights to say anything other than that..

I Love You.

I can't really differentiate what is right or wrong in your eyes. I can just hope for the vision of you towards the brand new change of me to be positive. In less than 1month time will be such a memorable day to be remember. I wish I'm the right person and thats all i wanna be...

It's 2 MONTHS! I LIKE THAT!

Don't Want an Ending, Can't stop the clock.

Tik Tok, Don't stop the POP!

Close Your Eyes, give me your hand, Darling. NO WAY MAN! In just a blink of an eye, and it's year 2011 ?! 1 more year till the end of the world?! And I'm turning 20 this year? Sound so old! Please Stop the clock!! It just go on and on and on.... yea. *Do you feel the music in this phrase? LOL!*

Time flies man! To all my dearest buddy, friends, and Not-So-Close friends, Happy New Year, good luck in all of your studies and get the BOOOOM out of it! To my family, Stay healthy and happy :)

To my dear, Good luck in your Spm, and love you always!

TO ME?! nah not gonna tell my New year Resolution here :p

Last year was not really a grenade explode for me but it was Okay, hmmm not bad? I would say

Let's have some recap through out the year! Whaddup! *Mr. Yap teaches me this*

Jan 2010

Ice Skating @ Sunway Pyramid

o0o! Hot & Spicy sausage :)

Feb

Poker session during CNY

April

End of semester picture taking session.

Vrrooom Vrroom.. Still remember this guys?

I'm actually studying for exams! You like that?!

PD trip during semester break. Love this pic :)

May

Hiking at Broga Hill. With the sexy pervert face :p

3days 2nights @ Genting Highland. Uhhhhhhh!.....Ooops i did it again :)

June

Me with my new haircut ! Cute? @1u parking lot.

The king and queen for June! Don't they look adorable with the RED INDIAN marks on their face?

Kiss me babeh !!! Paul the octopus is my friend. I'm? OctoPUSSY :)

July

Seng Keat's birthday.

S&R photo shooting session A. K. A. Barbecue party. Anyways, S&R stands for Shag & Run.

August

It's the owner of the blog's birthday :) BEHOLD !

September

Yee Ling's farewell party. She actually invited us weih :)

This is Hari Raya or what? Couldn't really remember. Yea, it's in Sheera the Biiiiii@tch's house :D

October

It's in Look-Out Point @ Ampang. The fellar on the right is actually enjoying it, it's hard to express the pleasure, I know, I feel you :)

The Fat Jin's birthday with S&R gang!

*Jin please don't be mad at me*

King of the jungle in Bukit Tabur! Didn't manage to see the sunrise, too misty :(

Club with the Miss Kbu in MIST CLUB BANGSAR! Wells the nominator were just....emm... Okay larh.. :) anyways, girls on the left is Kai Li and on the right is Suzanne, they are not the Miss Kbu okay!

Our tutorial teacher, CK Chiau spare us lunch in pizza hut. It's like, what? 20+ ppl? Imagine the TOILET PAPER he spends!

My first concert ever! and it was in the Rock area, which is the most front! Awesome concert by PARAMORE!

November

Jia Hui's birthday.

Trip to Malacca with the SHAGGERS !

Oops who is this cute girl? i mean, Who let the dogs out?! LOL!!

December

Christmas Eve dinner @ Fullhouse. Creepy thou..

Just wanna show off my leg hair kay! Skip this if you want to, But it's STUNNING!

Trip to Genting, hmmm i should say River View Resort with Wen Kai and his friends...

Credits to his parents for providing the apartment :)

I was suppose to concentrate on my study and I smell the accents of blogging. I've been ditching my blog for ages and here is some paybacks :) There is one more thing in mind which i wanted to express it before ending this post..I've found my love one. She actually waited for me for like hmmm few years? Oh wait! There is still countdown for 2010 !! and guess who i spend it with?

Officially in a relationship on 16th of november 2010.

And her name is Jacy Xinn.

I did not capture much picture the countdown, but there is a video of fireworks to share..

Make sure you guys do sing along when you're watching this video :)

Boom Boom Boom, EVEN BRIGHTER THAN THE MOON MOON MOON...LOL!!!

And lastly, it's my first gift to her :) RANDOM? try looking and my pic in facebook :)

I promised to put this up in my blog but I've been busy.. * yea right*

Thx a lot and I love you much.

Carved by..

...MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!

Chloe

I wanted to update about this but I'm kinda busy lately, sorry peeps !

It was 1 day before the Management Accounting Fundamentals Coursework test and I went for a movie in wangsa walk. There were this movie, Chloe, I never ever thought it would be a lesbian movie, but the story line was not bad:)

My college mates were like, Huichuin you get so damn high already. There were some scene where the woman doing *Black Jack for the guys, and they goes, Uh huh..LOL!!!

The whole cinema was empty and it was like this movie only reserves for VVIP only! Yeap :)

Killing time by walking around wangsa walk mall is lifeless, there's so damn little shops around!

1 thing surprise me, there was a YAMAHA shop there selling music instrument, I'm surely buying a grand piano after i got a job man! It's a beauty and it's gonna be my BABY, BABy, BABY OHHHHH! LOL

It's from me to you:)

Sometimes I didn't want to do or show something, it is not because I'm directly rejecting or i refuse to do so, it's just ain't the right time...

Had a clueless week, I found that listening to Linkin park song is quite comforting and releasing, especially Numb, Somewhere I belong and Faint..

Love the way you lie's official video was Awesome possum threesome weih! Megan Fox was in themusic video :)

BLAST!

As usual, had a football match on saturday morning at 9am, but this time is a friendly match in grace field against Leo's team. Yeah it was friendly until i nearly broke my spine and become paralyze! It's like 1 small tap, and the ball is confirm in but it was a bad day for me, defender came from the left, body contacted me, my body was not in position but I'm still stable, and when the keeper charge towards me, OUCH! i felt and the whole knee whacking on my SPINE, and my wrist was seriously sprain. I keep swearing while I'm on the ground and it goes Double OUCH!

And guess who i saw in the field? There was some Djians challenges our team, 1 of them, is my bro's old pal, CRAIG. He is like keep trying to distract me, Gosh! Out of sudden was like, hey Huichuin wanna dota? EH you damn pro, where you train? Annoying? no doubt ! haha :)

Scoreline for today:

S&R 3-4 RED team (Leo)

S&R 5/6-1 Djians *couldn't remember, too many goals ! :)

I scored two and nearly equalise for the 1st game, got to brush up my skill.

Second blast of the day, this was the epic and SUPER random plan. It goes like this:

Dial on Yi Chyuan phone number, :"I'm just outside of your house now"

Pass Yi Chyuan the pendrive i helped him to buy in the PC fair,

and he was like :" Huichuin, wanna go Genting? Meng Yoei and gang plans to go so..

Oh okay! Here we go! VRoom Vroom..

All together of us, went up to Genting for a CUP OF COFFEE, and just chill around, it's quite fun though! Arrive in Coffee Bean about 9 plus, and the insane Shaggers in our team bought cold ice blended coffee and just chill out outside Coffee Bean. It's freaking cold, and some of them are so extremely gone wild that they wanna take of their shirt and run around GENTING!

Was hoping the Good guys go bad part to end so badly, and it finally comes to an end!

Driving all the way down was a bit boring but seriously, life without music sucks to the MAX!

And there were 3 screamo and the captain of our team SCREAMING instead of singing all of the LINKIN PARK, Meteora album's songs. If you are not familiar with what SCREAMO is, feel free to contact my friend YI CHYUAN, MING YANG and XIAO MING! 10 minutes and you will get MIGRAIN!

S&R!

Oh yea, i bought a headphone from PC fair,

TEEHEE!

Why

It's approximately one week since she left all the BITCHES *no offense yea* in the class. I just so used to call her bitch that sometime i just can't get her name right. It's a joking way yea :)

And what's more is she calls me MANWHORE.. WTF?

She kinda like fed up of college life and wanna abandon us. *Yea right!!!*

She just don't feel like studying accounting anymore lar, it's a FML course, no doubt!

And now that she is not in my class, it's like I can't find another BITCH to replace her, we use to like backstab people around? yeah! That's the fun part !

She will be continuing her study on commerce or international biz in Segi *maybe. How about your Lady GAGA-like fashion sense? *peace

Here she is :)

Shra

Farewell BITCH!!

Good luck in everything, make sure to join us on holiday :)

Since black is been forever..

People tend to get stuck with the history and remain the same until now, future and so on,

They hardly, rarely or even impossible to accept changes. This seriously made me recall about the traditional point of view.. Gosh! The issue here is when changes occur to make things better but too bad larh...

Upon that,

Positive intention of changing do results awkward and negative thoughts. Life is just like that huh? Circulating around top to bottom, left to right.. Not gonna further talk about this.. Booooo!

Where'd you go,

I miss you so,

Seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone,

Where'd you go?

I miss you so,

seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone,

Please come back home...

It made my day :)

It starts and ends with a simple kiss

Turning over a new leaf :)

I want a 360 degree change in life, er...more towards a systematic life.

Had been filing up my notes and clearing my stuff, and what's more? work harder and smarter for the upcoming test and finals. CHEENA tak boleh? MALAYSIAN boleh :)

Persistent and determination, which door to choose? I'm saying just grab both keys and unlock it man!

Love Relationship is so F#@ked up sometime, it gets to annoy you yeah? anyone agree with me Put you hands up!

When i get older, i will be stronger,

They'll call me freedom, just like I'm wavin flag! *random much

But nevertheless there is some sweet scents in it, it give's you comfort, motivation? *maybe

and more so it brings you a feeling of releasing stress *other than masturbating, or i should say it just brings sweet memories and lighten up the surrounding :)

Oi i wanna finish up my INDUSTRY ANALYSIS ar!! but I'm sleepy, ciowz!

Adios :)

F**king feelings!

My drinking mood is back, craving for liquor badly!

Get drunk and everything gonna be so so so so so skyhigh! FCUK it!

Whatcha say in my head?

It's been the ninth week since college started, and this time, I do felt the stress coming vigorously!

5 consecutive hectic week of college life is becoming a serious downpour to my daily life and ruin my whole damn schedule!

I love working and becoming part of a team, but sometimes it bites! Question occurs:

• Hey, what's the progression?
• Hey, what should we do next?
• Hey, hey and hey!

Sometimes, someday, I do feel like running away, throwing tantrum, but what is it to be angry of?

Running away? from what? I came to realize that, hiding away from something is not a solution, so what should I do? Imma stand up and FACE IT, OVERCOME IT!!

Small issue like this don't knock me down so easily!

HOWEVER,

This does knock me down..

I'm becoming confident-less from bad to worse, and being speechless sometime is good!

Silents means consent isn't it? It's been a miserable month I should say.

I felt a bit hard to connect with each other and communicate like usual. It feel's like ;

Woke up a little late today

Looking at the clouds are gray

Got no missed phone calls from you

See your picture by my bed

Still the one I want instead

But i can't find a way to say

Come back

You make up what I lack

My pride has left me all alone

It's getting so cold

I'm closing the windows to stay warm

It's a chill in my soul since you've been gone

The silence is louder than any thunder taking me under

Oh, I'm staying home today

Gonna hide away

Cuz it feel's like rain

Great Power brings Great Responsibility!

Love the way you lie

Didn't quite have the mood tp update blog lately, too many unusual thing happens perhaps i can say?

• Guy's having period
• Muscle torn
• Reproductive system disorder LOL!

Me feels like rain lately, standing under the rain alone and go Woo Hoo!

Try imagining this, a story of Fork and Spoon.

Why people use fork and spoon to eat their meal? Duhhhh...because it is use to eat larh! no why! but Z
Fork and spoon are both dependent to each other so that it comes in handy,

but what if there is no fork? NO noodles!

No spoon? No soup! Lifeless isn't it!

Fate is given to know each other, but most importantly is believing in each other eh?

By believing you get to know more, more and extremely MORE! It helps right?

Sharing this with you :)

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

It's the last verse of Eminem and Rihanna's Love the way you lie, It defines :)

My muscle torn for like weeks already, when it is to be cured! Futsal, Football, Basketball here i come!

Paul the octoPUSSY!

Let's fry him after the world cup :)

Netherlands vs Spain, which team are you supporting, I'm going for the ORANJE because Spain trash GERMANY! Tell me which team you supporting :) kindly comment on my chatbox! What a way to promote! haha

Soccer Fever

2010 South Africa Fifa World Cup has arrived, DAMN, i miss the opening ceremony,
WAKA WAKA EH, THIS TIME FOR AFRICA. LOL
Was expecting Italy, Spain, France to perform but it turn out to be the opposite way!
Spain drew with Switzerland? France Lost to Mexico? Italy drew with Paraguay and NEW ZEALAND?? That Fernleaf country who produce Fernleaf milk? Gosh! I though they were just strong in rugby.. Can't figure out what team will reach into quarter finals. Argentina and Brazil it's already the confirm ones, the other teams is like SO SO SO under perform weih!

While everyone is watching world cup and indulge in the soccer fever, I am having a sports spree!
Badminton at Tuesday, soccer at Saturday and futsal at sunday evening!
It's a good thing thou, can train back my stamina, speed and reflexes! I found out i get weaker and slower after I slow down my pace on sports..Got to get fitter Weeeeeeee!
I CAN STILL PLAY SOCCER WEIH!!!!! World Cup, WILL BE MINE!!! joking ==

South Africa World Cup Mascot :)
Cute?

Turn it off...

I SEND MILLIONS regards to you my friend, Fook Hoy, get well soon from being the prey of dengue!

I wanted to visit you today but unfortunately i can't get the car, so I'll be praying for you to recover soon and score well in your exam kays!

HEY DUDE! I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO SUE ME UNDER WHAT KIND OF LAW YOU WANNA SUE !! SO GET THE HELL UP FROM THE BED AND KICK SOME ASS !

Sexy is my name!

Judging an individual's personality is difficult sometimes, people do change from time to time, some people are good to you in the beginning but tend to annoy you or tries to grant benefits from you.

The feeling of being annoyed by the master of disguise is terrible, it's time to wake up and smell the coffee..

I've been WANTING to change a new look for ages, too bad i just can't find braveness in me, in other ways, NO BALLS! but, yesterday, i grew some, I walked into the Monsoon ID hair saloon in One Utama, sat down on that cold and soft chair, which makes me feel like the Dooms day!

Okay okay, not bad larh actually, but i just can't STOP my KIDDY look from out outshining my age!

Handsome eh?

LOVE IT!

Confession

After attending this, so call Military Arm Force (MAF) class, I finally get to know how to shoot accurately and consistently..LOL wtf! MAF stand for Management Accounting Fundamentals kay!

This part time lecturer name (C)alvin (K)lein Chiau, somehow alerted me on which path should i choose, CIMA or ACCA? CIMA is more towards management decision making, budgeting and stuff, and ACCA is more towards Tax and Auditing.. Hmmmmm what to choose?

FOR A BETTER FUTURE??

Taxation is making me counting stars above my head! Anyways, kinda satisfy the lecture for today as i manage to ABSORB the craps in the notes :) Gotta be more Hardworking eh? *I always repeat the same old thing*

For A2 Final exam student such as FOOK HOY & KAI RU, Goodluck and do well in ur first paper tomorrow, contract law right? Hope to see you in flying colours result :)

And HEY! Don't forget to get me involve into the events after ur finals arh! Otherwise i will definitely Fuck you from top to bottom, left to right!

Badminton,gym and etc tomorrow :) sports is good for health!

Living a life from a total different world :(

The more you hope for, the more disappointed you will be...

Turmoil

On the way back home from college yesterday and was stopped by flash flood somewhere in Kota Damansara, few of the vehicles trying to act smart and ended up in chaos..

Even near Kok shien's housing area also flooded, Gratz weih:)

Oh yea, new semester started, 3 accounts and 2 more study subjects? Ohhh man!

DETERMINATION and DISCIPLINE is the key to my success..

But I'm of those 2 keys, what to do?

Result came out and I'm dissatisfy on my result,

Tamadun Islam A

OHR B+

Eng B (THIS IS A TOTAL FAILURE!!!)

Gotta improve my english real hard...

Get to recall what my friend said, everyone has the same level of determination, just how much you choose to use =)

Caught up in a confusion...!

The Only Exception

Who would be the only exception granted to overlap the river of my life?

Since when where the line overlaps, not to be in concern, but it definitely struck my nerve??

Is good to share eh?

The Only Exception(Paramore)

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Mood swing lately...

Heal me BABEH!

Went to KAJANG just for satay with my collegemates last friday, and it turn out to be a very shitty result...

Suffering from high fever throughout the whole night, shivering and complaining hot at the same time, wtf? The worst part is, I have to walk up and down to keep refilling the water...

And now my throat doesn't show any improvement but it get worse..

Tried Dequadin, Strepsil, go for doctor, drinking salt water and etc.. It's like no effect eh?

Trying ice-cream later, since its some kind of Thonsil infection or swollen or whatever larh!

I wanna get this over AS FAST AS POSSIBLE, its really torturing and killing me..

My First Kiss went a little like this

*MUACKS*

and twist,

*MUACKS MUACKS*

and twist =)

What really matters is not what we're running from, but where we are running to!

What more can i do at home the whole day then watching Tv, listening to radio, eat, sleep, doing man stuffs? and etc..

Yeah, Stunning win for the EPL champions, CHELSEA, beating WIGAN 8-0..Wtf weih

Setting the highest goal record in EPL, 103/104 goals in 38 matches! Another wtf!

Too bad Man Utd lose by 1 point and the boring part is, Hitz.fm keeps playing Chelsea's song..

CHELSEA CHELSEA..... BOOOOOORING.

Broga Hill? Doesn't really enjoy this hike due to LIMITED time, REAL LIMITED TIME!

Didn't manage watch sunrise, in fact we didn't plan too =) Next time kay!

Went over to Gee Foo's house to overnight the night before, I really should thank god for not losing my way in the middle of no where, keep reminding myself bout the landmarks...

Marcus, this funny guy, he is so hyperactive and can't stop talking!

Hmmm..kinda curious why he still maintain his size XD

Don't like rushing, or should i say DISLIKE!

GAY!

My blog is so dusty and dull.

Any suggestion?